“It is enough, now, O Lord.” Elijah has hit his breaking point. Perhaps you have, too? Or maybe you recall a time you reached your breaking point, when you prayed, “It is enough,” when you meant, “It is too much. I can’t go on from here.” Or maybe you can recall a time when you looked at your community, your city, your nation, the world, and asked God, “Haven’t we had enough?” We trust in God, and yet we also wonder, how much is enough to bear, enough to learn what God is trying to teach us? Enough with the gun violence, God. We can’t take one more school shooting. We can’t bear one more innocent death. Enough with the warring madness, God. We can’t bear any more babies dying or people taken hostage or hospitals bombed. Enough with the natural disasters, the floods, the wildfires, the Category 5 early-season hurricanes and the deadly heat waves, God. The earth is boiling and praying its own desperate prayers. Enough with the anger and political divisiveness, God. We can’t bear any more leaders whose rhetoric fuels rage and spills into violence. We can’t bear another dinner or Sunday school class or committee meeting where we tiptoe around each others’ views, walking the knife’s edge of our political divisions. Elijah’s prayer of desperation arises out of a wilderness of suffering. He is in Beersheba, on the run from Queen Jezebel, who wants to kill Elijah for killing the prophets of her god, Baal. No one can run forever. Not even a prophet of God. Elijah came to the end of his physical, emotional and spiritual rope. He can’t go one step further. He collapses under a broom tree and prays for God to take his life. It’s in these lowest of low moments when we learn to be honest with ourselves and with God, when we are finally forced to confess that we can’t do it all, that we aren’t completely self-reliant, that we could use some help. In our text for this Sunday, it’s important to note the kind of help that Elijah did and did not receive from God. ... Read the rest of the commentary on the website. |
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